Friday, January 9, 2009

5 of 21

Day 5 of 21- I feel bad about myself. I talked about two people that mean A LOT to me last night and I can't shake how awful I feel. I'm not sure why I did it and I guess I should think about that.

I really need to think about why I feel like a joke. Why I let people say mean things to me and why I don't get stronger in my own beliefs. I have terrible self-esteem and it trickles down to a lot of aspects in my life. It's something that I need to work really hard on so I don't feel like this.

I don't know why I felt compelled to share this but I did. I have to get over my trying to be/seem perfect thing too. I'm just draging you into it for the read.

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