Crazy & Numb
I lost my wedding rings. I think I left them at the camp but I don't know for sure. It's devastating. My parents are going this weekend and I hope they find them. If not, I'll just DIE. It seems that I'm working hard and getting nowhere. I'm still fat and crazy.
I feel crazy. I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe my meds are at the wrong doses. I am sick of being on meds. I just wish I never had to be on it. I feel kinda numb but also just everywhere. My mind is kinda scattered and I can't think straight. I feel tired and confused and unable to focus. I also feel very sad and hopeless.