Tuesday, July 31, 2007

OK, I Need Your Help, Again

** I found this (bunny) somewhere. Thought it was funny!**
I wanted to say that I love you all so much!! Really, when I started this blog, I knew no one who had one. Well, except Trisha (Luke's cousin who just does a picture blog of Cal). I just heard of celebs who had them and then celebrity gossip bloggers.

I knew I wanted to write. I was writing. I've been writing since I was 5. I've ALWAYS had a journal. I've written stories and songs (silly, when I was young), poems, diaries, and letters. Writing has helped me deal with the worst times of my life.

I just wanted to write and have people read what I wrote. When I first started, I was clueless. I didn't know where I wanted my little blog to go. I didn't think anyone would read it except my mom and Lindsey (Thank you!). I barely knew how to work the computer.

Then, I kinda found my voice. My blog is different from the others that I read because most are "mommy bloggers". I'm not a mom. I talk about what I do know. Television, celebrities, makeup, beauty, shoes, books and all that jazz. I've heard advice, "Write what you know". So, I do. And I appreciate you're enthusiasm for me.

I've been moved to tears more than once from a simple comment from a stranger (or a friend/family member). I love that I've got new readers and friends! I've *met* amazing people. Lindsay, Kelli, Kate, Bon, Tharker, Jill, Lainey, Liza... And just from the giveaway I've got some new readers and friends like Diann (hello!) and Kristie (I'm sending you're present, I promise). If I'm leaving you out, yell at me in the comments.

So, I'm saying that I love my blog. I have lots of ideas (well, of course, I post a ton!) and I love my readers and all your love.

BUT, in my life, I feel useless. I don't work. I don't have children. I make no money. Where do we come in, you ask? Any ideas about things I can do from home? I don't have to make tons of money but, just something to make me feel more productive. I don't really want to sell stuff i.e. Mary Kay, Avon, etc... I've been there with Mary Kay and was unimpressed. I don't want to go into it because I don't want lots of comments about that.

Please just let me know if you have any suggestions. Do people still stuff envelopes?
**Edited to Add- It DOES have to be from home. I have medical problems and cannot, at this time, work at a job where I have a schedule. I need to be able to do it from home. AND make money.**

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